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[chenqing_player]

[Wei Wuxian has dbated about sending a message ever since waking up from the dream he just had. He knows it is a memory. He can tel the difference between those and normal one by now. But this time..he wakes up feeling more frightened then he has in a long time.]

Has anyone else had a memory that showed themselves dying? Because I'm pretty sure I just did.

I've seen death in my memories before. A lot of of it actually. But never..my own.

I was just wondering if anyone else has had to deal with that kind of a memory.

[He is greatly unnerved by it. Which is why he isn't showing his face or using video like he normally would.]

Comments

[consortofalderaan]

I suppose if these are memories of another life, we will all experience a memory of something like that, won't we?

[chenqing_player]

I guess I was hoping that part of our memories would be omitted as a kind of courtesy.

[consortofalderaan]

Unfortunately, I don't htink courtesy is taken into account with our experiences.

[chenqing_player]

So it seems. I guess this means I was lucky? Because I got to get it out of the way early? Except I don't feel lucky because I could feel everything and it was unlike anything I've felt in these memories before.

[consortofalderaan]

That is finding one silver lining.

But feeling everything must have been difficult.

[chenqing_player]

It wasn't great. It was like some sort of darkness was taking me over and death was the only way to avoid it. Not sure why death was better then darkness but..well apparently the me of before thought so.

[consortofalderaan]

That sounds very frightening. Anything from your memories collectively that give insight into what that darkness might be?

[chenqing_player]

I think has something to do with the power I was using...apparently I could summon spirits or something in that life.

[consortofalderaan]

And that was having a negative effect on you?

[chenqing_player]

I think the energy of the spirits was...too much for me. Or maybe I just didn't know how to handle it.

[consortofalderaan]

Do you think you'll have a problem with that here?

[chenqing_player]

I'd rather not have that power at all. I'm hoping that isn't something that gets woken up..or whatever it is that happens when people get their powers back. I'm not sure I could handle it at all. If I couldn't then, how can I possibly do it now?

[consortofalderaan]

Maybe you're missing key memories that will help you understand how to control it?

[chenqing_player]

If that is the case then I hope I get those before that crazy power.