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[chenqing_player]

[Wei Wuxian has dbated about sending a message ever since waking up from the dream he just had. He knows it is a memory. He can tel the difference between those and normal one by now. But this time..he wakes up feeling more frightened then he has in a long time.]

Has anyone else had a memory that showed themselves dying? Because I'm pretty sure I just did.

I've seen death in my memories before. A lot of of it actually. But never..my own.

I was just wondering if anyone else has had to deal with that kind of a memory.

[He is greatly unnerved by it. Which is why he isn't showing his face or using video like he normally would.]

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[serpentinthegarden]

You actually saw your own death? And you remember it?

[ Anthony paused to frown over his cell phone. He couldn't remember anything like that. The worst for him was the Fall and what happened afterwards... Hell wasn't a very nice sort of place. ]

What was it like?

[chenqing_player]

It wasn't..pleasant.

Apparently I chose to kill myself by throwing myself off a cliff. I could feel myself falling and then it was just..nothingness.

[serpentinthegarden]

At least you don't remember hitting the ground. The landings are the roughest part...

You know why it ended up that way?

[chenqing_player]

Based on what I've seen in other memories, I think that was the night I was using a lot of the spirits to hurt people..and the night my sister was killed.

[So seems like he had a lot of regrets. And based on the feelings he felt at the time he clearly had a lot of darkness inside of him.]

[serpentinthegarden]

Something like that can mess a person up.

[ The ultimate decision to jump, grime though it was, made sense after all the death and destruction he must have seen. ]

You're not still feeling that way? Should I come down and lock you in your room for a while?

[chenqing_player]

Thanks but I don't think I'll be heading to the roof any time soon. You don't have to worry too much about me.

There was..like a darkness inside me. I could feel it like it was taking control of me. I don't have that here and I think its because I don't have those powers.

[serpentinthegarden]

Good cause the roof is my terrace. Would't mind if you borrowed the Jacuzzi but I'd hate to have to tackle you before you went over the side.

A darkness? Not like a demon?

[chenqing_player]

I don't think it was a demon. It just felt like power. Like something was trying to wrap around my heart and mind.

[serpentinthegarden]

It sounds corrupting whatever it was. Give us the heads up if you start feeling that creeping in again?

[chenqing_player]

Yeah..definitely. If I do then you might want to consider locking me in my room at that time.

I guess I have another reason to not want these powers back.

[serpentinthegarden]

Like you needed another one. Couldn't you have been content with all the other bad reasons?

[chenqing_player]

Go big or go home right? I've always been the kind of person to go over the top. Guess that now includes bad powers and craziness.

[serpentinthegarden]

If you've got to go, then go with style? I like that.

[chenqing_player]

Exactly. Though I bet I would make one dashing super villain.

[serpentinthegarden]

You would! The super heroes wouldn't know how to handle you.

[chenqing_player]

Maybe I should start thinking about my costume. Since I seem to have such a gloomy super power I would have to make sure the costume is over the top flamboyant to make up for it.

[serpentinthegarden]

Sounds the way to go. And don't cover your face entirely, a small mask or none at all. It would be difficult to charm the enemy behind a full cowl.

[chenqing_player]

Of course! The mask has to be very tasteful. Or I can be one of those truly bold super villains that doesn't hide their face at all.

[serpentinthegarden]

Why cloak beauty behind a veil?

[chenqing_player]

It would be a shame to do so. Yes..I could really get behind this super villain plan.