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Martin Whitly ([personal profile] not_as_i_do) wrote in [community profile] tramitem_net2020-07-10 05:15 pm

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Sometimes I'll be in the middle of a day of work and forget all of this. You have to be able to ... to put it away somewhere, just to focus on what needs doing.

But then some strange little random thing will remind me, and it all comes crashing back. Today, it was a young man's eyes, on the subway home. They were so blue, and I thought, 'my son has eyes like that'. But I don't have a son. Not here. But I do in the memories.

I know I should probably save these things for group, but ... somehow it's easier putting them here in writing. I feel like ... it should still all be secret. Like I should be used to keeping secrets.

I've never been secretive in my life.

Does anyone else have moments like this?
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[personal profile] neverjedi 2020-07-12 12:50 am (UTC)(link)
All the time.

One of the guys here was my... student and nearly child in another life. I trip over it all the time and find myself thinking things that don't apply here at all. Like being responsible for him or wanting to call him kid when he's my age.

It's frustrating and the more memories I get the worse it gets.
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[personal profile] neverjedi 2020-07-23 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
We have one shared memory. Otherwise, there hasn't been any other overlap - I have memories of him that he doesn't have. It's... confusing.
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[personal profile] neverjedi 2020-07-27 01:31 am (UTC)(link)
A few months, I think? More than three, less than six. Like I said, it's been strange-

but it's not bad.
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[personal profile] neverjedi 2020-07-29 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
Hi, Martin. My names Ben Kenobi, and I'm sorry you're dealing with this but I'm glad to meet you.
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[personal profile] neverjedi 2020-07-30 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
I think that the... more obvious supervision and rather dreary setting of the meetings tend to lead to fewer people attending than might otherwise.

But if you'd like to talk in person, at any time, I will be happy to meet you for coffee.
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[personal profile] neverjedi 2020-08-04 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I work at the Aviator Sports Arena in Brooklyn. If you have a favorite spot anywhere remotely close to there, I'd be happy to meet you.
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[personal profile] neverjedi 2020-08-04 11:57 pm (UTC)(link)
That sounds perfect. I have my last student at 6. How about 7 for meeting?