Text - OTA

[not_as_i_do]

Sometimes I'll be in the middle of a day of work and forget all of this. You have to be able to ... to put it away somewhere, just to focus on what needs doing.

But then some strange little random thing will remind me, and it all comes crashing back. Today, it was a young man's eyes, on the subway home. They were so blue, and I thought, 'my son has eyes like that'. But I don't have a son. Not here. But I do in the memories.

I know I should probably save these things for group, but ... somehow it's easier putting them here in writing. I feel like ... it should still all be secret. Like I should be used to keeping secrets.

I've never been secretive in my life.

Does anyone else have moments like this?

Comments

[not_as_i_do]

There's a little place on the corner of Marine Park - blue awning ... that's not far from Aviator. Not a lot of seating, but we could grab a bench in the park if the weather's nice.

[neverjedi]

That sounds perfect. I have my last student at 6. How about 7 for meeting?

Care to set up a log?

[not_as_i_do]

Seven's perfect. See you then?

Re: Care to set up a log?

[neverjedi]

https://tramitem-log.dreamwidth.org/14165.html Yep!