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[somewhat accidental, an upshot as he's holding the device loose in his hand. He is staring at the "toll booth" in front of the portal. Suitcase beside him as if he'd only just arrived. Looking a little healthier saved for the usual hollow eyed look of someone who believes sleep is a four letter word.]

Fuck me.

Fuck me. Fuck me.

[he hasn't gone through it yet, but then he can't seem to move from the spot. He sucks in a shaky breath and runs a hand through his hair]

Bloody hell.

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[he shifted his gaze so he could look up at him]

You tell me.

It ought to be. Being a demon should feel like the worse thing in the universe. That is what they're always saying.

But it's not true. It's not so bad when you get used to it.

[He should have known, really. Anthony always managed to land on his feet. Maybe it was because he could come to terms with everything so bloody well. As usual Alec was worried for nothing. It was fitting, though he thought. For just a moment he indulged in the thought of some angel waiting for him but then quickly got rid of it. There would be no one. Apparently just dead children. Whatever that meant. If he was a demon too it was a worse one than Anthony was. But he doubted that. He was just the same as he always was but with more corpses this time]

Glad you're content with it then. [he patted Anthony's cheek then closed his eyes]

I'm still not going through the fucking portal.

You don't really have to. It's not compulsory or anything... I just think it's fun. You get to go to a new world and there's no need for a passport or anything.

Or at least there wasn't until the Bureau got involved. Not sure what their deal is.

[ The cheek pat was allowed without even a squeak of protest. A tell over how much Alec had been missed. ]

The only thing you really have to do is find some way to come to terms with all this. Otherwise... you might just crack up.

Bureau. [he snorted and curled further, tugging the blanket up to his ear] Probably make it worse that's what it'll do. [if they could see what you were doing they could stop it. Control it. influence it]

Oh aye. Come to terms. I'll just get over myself then, shall I? So much to look forward to. Maybe I'll find out more things I've done that I can't even remember. And since you're a demon, well, bit difficult to be cousins, isn't it? But that's fine. I'm sure it's all going to work out.

[ There were some thoughts dark enough to make him feel sulky. He felt tempted to slid off the bed and hide under the covers too. ]

Demons could have cousins... We don't know that they don't.

[ It meant mum wasn't his mum, no brother or sister, he was just some useless cast off and fuck that! ]

Who cares. We remember being cousins so we are and that's all there is to it. If there are any rules against it we will just break them. There are perks to being a demon, the rules definitely don't apply!

[he sighed and got up, holding the blanket around him. Then flopped on the bed, taking up as much of at is as he could, a knee in Anthony's hip to get him to budge over like he used to do when they were younger]

Listen-- really-- this is ridiculous. Even if both are real... [and it's still hard to swallow] This is the most real. Alright?

OOof! There's nothing more real than your knee in my side!

[ But though he grumbled the space was given until they were all bundled together just like a pair of kids 'camping' under a blanket during a sleep over. ]

Don't worry, I'm not going to throw you over for an old memory.

[he huffed and flopped an arm over Anthony to be more comfortable. They were definitely too old for this, but at the moment he didn't care]

You don't owe me anything, Anty. Don't let me hold you back. Even if you think I should. [much as he was touched by the gesture]

[ It was a blast from the past but how many more opportunities would they have to cuddle like kids? And as they were alone there was no harm in snuggling into his cousin's arm. ]

I don't know that I owe anyone anything. I just don't want to leave you behind... or any of the family. I've been kicked out once I don't want it to happen again.

Hm. [a smirk and he ruffled that hair a little. Under the blankets no one can see]

Pretty sentimental for a demon.

[ There was a very demonic growl from under the covers as his hair was ruffled but he enjoyed the very brotherly touch all the same. ]

Is that why you are so dead set against the idea of magic and memories? You're afraid of losing what you have?

[that...had never occurred to him. But then he'd always known that he wold go first. Or maybe he was just used to the thought. ]

The world is hard enough with a rule book. You have parameters, you know? This can happen, this can't, this seems like magic but actually it can be explained. And now all of it is just... a madhouse.

There's nothing to hold on to.

So throw the rule book out.

[ Typical demon response! ]

There's nothing to hold onto but there is nothing to hold you back either. You can do anything you want.

Stop thinking everyone is like you. [a small shove] Not everything can be solved by just being a rebel.

I like stability. Certainty. Knowing how and when things are going to happen. I like things that can be solved and understood.

[and there wasn't anything he wanted to do but that was beside the point]

I don't think everyone is like me. I just think you would worry less if you let go a little.

[ A pout at the shove, but he only ended up cuddling closer. Shuddup ]

Maybe it can be explained. The Bureau might still know what is gong on. I don't buy this is the first time portals have shown up. I'm sure the Bureau has seen something like this before.

[a snort]

With what you're talking of, I'll be more worried, not less. [he'll accept that cuddle and won't say anything of it]

There's nothing they can explain that they haven't already. It's all gone scifi. Next there will be aliens or monsters or...creatures from the black lagoon.

Actually...

[ And he hesitated to mention this. ]

That Mr. Martin already implied there might be some aliens hiding in bushes...

[a long silence]

Please tell me you're joking.

[ He turned to look into his cousin's stunned disbelieving eyes.

He hadn't been kidding... that was what the man had implied. ]

Yea--... yeah. Kidding. Totally kidding.

Oh for fuck's sake. You are not. [he knew that] What did he say exactly? Are we going to look under beds for ET?

I said something about there not being aliens hiding behind every bush and he said 'not every bush' and walked off...

Ugh. I hate him. [he buried his face in the pillow] Bastard. Can't even tell if he's being facetious or not. Btu he wants us to respect him. What's there to respect? He's an asshole.

He is a weird guy... almost like a grumpy robot or something.

[ His hand slipped over to pat that tuft of hair which stuck up over the pillow Alec had buried himself under. ]

Maybe we should throw water over him and see if he shorts out.

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