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[darkforcerising]

I need someone to get me drunk.

Because, correct me if I'm wrong, I hear drinking alone is sad and pathetic.

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Re: texted privately to Anakin

[hardtoignore]

yeah

Might need to block you for a while. Nothing personal.

Re: texted privately to Anakin

[darkforcerising]

Eveyrone gives up on me in the end. I'm in therapy to figure out how to stop annoying people so they get to that point. So ya, nothing personal.

You do you.

Re: texted privately to Anakin

[hardtoignore]

sorry

Re: texted privately to Anakin

[darkforcerising]

Don't worry about it.

New text, early morning a week later

[hardtoignore]

Hey. How are you?

[darkforcerising]

Oh hey, I didn't think you meant you'd peace out like, just a week.

[hardtoignore]

I’m just. Trying to be better about these things. I’ve said some mean things in the past that I regret so I should try to be better, you know?

Anyway, how are you?

[darkforcerising]

Having that kind of boundary doesn't make you a bad or mean person.

But I appreciate you checking up on me.

I'm still in a bad headspace because I don't know how to get out of it.

[hardtoignore]

Yeah, but blowing up at someone for just having a drink is probably not nice.

... Do you want some possibly helpful advice?

[darkforcerising]

For the record, it didn't feel like you were blowing up at me.

But yes, I do want helpful advice.

[hardtoignore]

Well that’s good. Progress on my end.

Okay well, if you’re like me then you have issues eating when you’re in a dark place. My advice is to eat something sweet and calorie heavy. That way, you at least can taste what you’re eating and you make up for any calories you may have missed for not eating at normal intervals.

Pancakes are my go-to.

[darkforcerising]

I do have issues with eating but it's more because I have ADHD and I forget what time it is all the time, and I forget to buy food or even go grocery shopping or I forget to wash the dishes. And those kinds of chores are especially hard when you have two left hands...

Food, ya, it's hard. Thank god for Uber eats.