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[bearshermark]

I haven't gotten a new memory in awhile.

It used to be practically every weekend, but it's been over a month, now. I wonder if something's changed.

Guess I shouldn't complain though. It's been easier to focus on school and pretend I'm normal. It almost even feels like it, sometimes. After that whole invasion thing, I'm kinda glad for it. That was insane. Even though I was there the whole time, I still can't believe that happened, sometimes.

This whole summer was like a fever dream. I wish it had been.

All this to say: I hope everyone's doing okay.

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[bearshermark]

Yeah. I hope things have gotten a little better for you, too.

[darkforcerising]

That would be a negative. The "heroes" of my story turn out to be something of a cult and they don't want me because I care about a person stuck in slavery and that somehow makes me dangerous so...

Are these secondhand abandonment issues? Or first? I mean, they are memories but when they hit, it's like you're reliving them again...

I don't know.

[bearshermark]

God, I'm sorry. That sounds really rough. I'd hoped you would have some kind of good memories in there somewhere at least, even if you weren't catching a break.

[darkforcerising]

I mean... I'm not dead?