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[darkforcerising]

Add me to the list of requests to make these memories stop. These memories suck. I hate them.

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[bearshermark]

I guess we can appreciate our current lives more as a result?

But yeah, I wonder if maybe there's just a way to make them stop. It'd cause less problems for the bureau, wouldn't it? I wonder if they're looking into that.

[darkforcerising]

If we asked, do you think they'd give us a straight answer?

[bearshermark]

Nope!

[darkforcerising]

Ya. I agree.

I really don't think these are memories of a past life.

[bearshermark]

It would be kind of a relief if they weren't at this point. What do you think then?

[darkforcerising]

Probably shouldn't say over this network. But I don't trust that the Bureau is telling the truth.

[bearshermark]

Ah, yeah. Fair enough, I guess.

[temptationaccomplished]

This last one wasn't nearly so bad, really. I acquired a pet snake.

[darkforcerising]

Turns out I'm a slave.

[temptationaccomplished]

Oh, my dear. I'm very sorry. I'm not even sure there are words to express how sorry.

Would you like to talk?

[darkforcerising]

That was unexpectedThanks.

Yes. I know talking about it will make this easier not worse.

Do you think you can get PTSD from these memories?

[temptationaccomplished]

I think we could get ptsd from a great many things. And I think what we are experiencing right now very definitely classifies as a type of trauma. So yes, though I’d like to hope we’ll find a healthy coping strategy instead.

Would you care to talk here or somewhere else? Ah, for that matter I suppose I’m presumptive in assuming you’d want to do that talking to me, but yes, anyway, the offer is there. Name the time and place and I will endeavor to help.

[darkforcerising]

Maybe you should know the content warnings first before saying yes to talking to me about them.

[neverjedi]

You're still showing up in my memories.

For what it's worth.

[darkforcerising]

How old am I in your memories?

[neverjedi]

Nine or so, I'm pretty sure.

[darkforcerising]

I'm younger now in my memories. At least I know there's something to look forward to when these memories progress, I guess that's the way to say it.

[neverjedi]

Mine start before our meeting, but not by a lot and extend to a bit after. It's complicated. I' m glad for the context though.

[darkforcerising]

So what you're saying is, you have all the answers now?

[hardtoignore]

That bad, huh? Did you see something upsetting?

[darkforcerising]

I am something unsettling.

[hardtoignore]

Oh. That's... I'm... sorry to hear about it.

But that's not who you are now, right?

[darkforcerising]

I hope so.

I don't feel like I'm losing any memories of this life even as I get some more from that other life.

Are you losing any memories?

[hardtoignore]

Losing any? No, not at all.

... Look, you don't seem like a bad guy but I don't tend to trust most people on principle. I think who you really need to talk to is someone you're closer to, like maybe ask a friend who isn't affected by this if they see you doing anything crazy. I think they'd have a better perspective than the rest of us Different.

[darkforcerising]

Okay, backing off

Ya, I'll figure it out.