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[chenqing_player]

[Wei Wuxian has dbated about sending a message ever since waking up from the dream he just had. He knows it is a memory. He can tel the difference between those and normal one by now. But this time..he wakes up feeling more frightened then he has in a long time.]

Has anyone else had a memory that showed themselves dying? Because I'm pretty sure I just did.

I've seen death in my memories before. A lot of of it actually. But never..my own.

I was just wondering if anyone else has had to deal with that kind of a memory.

[He is greatly unnerved by it. Which is why he isn't showing his face or using video like he normally would.]

Comments

[chenqing_player]

I think death might be all I really knew in my past life. It doesn't seem like it was a very peaceful time.

I'm pretty sure this wasn't something I was going to get mended from. Unless you know a lot of survivors who throw themselves off cliffs.

[bearshermark]

Yeah, I've done that twice in my past life. Only once on purpose. I was lucky to have some divine blessing that probably saved me before I died, though. That's the only way I could have survived.

Maybe you could have, too? Only your future memories can tell.

[chenqing_player]

It would be nice if you were right...or maybe it wouldn't be. Pretty sure I wanted to die so that I could stop hurting people. I don't think divine blessings come to those that are evil.

[Which is kind of the feeling he has been getting based on his memories..that he is the big bad that everyone hates.]

[bearshermark]

If you wanted to stop hurting people, I wonder if you really were evil after all?

[chenqing_player]

I could feel a darkness..like it wanted to consume me from the inside. I think I was trying to not give into the evil inside of me.

[bearshermark]

A darkness? Like possession of some kind?

[chenqing_player]

I'm not really sure..I've never been possessed so I don't really have way to compare it.