text; about 3am the night before the soiree

[howkickassiam]

God, y'all weren't kidding about the whole getting your memories back thing

It's enough to make me want to go on down to TX again to avoid this

I don't even know who she is, but I can tell from the way the memory went

I loved her so much

And at the end I just decided to let her go

I let her go

Comments

[howkickassiam]

I hope so. It wouldn't make much sense otherwise. You know?

[ashenscipher]

It would not. But maybe we should all prepare for nonsense at some point.

[howkickassiam]

If she's as big a deal in that other life as this memory led me to believe, that's gotta happen. I really just don't see it otherwise.

[ashenscipher]

Then at least you will get the closure of learning who she is.

[howkickassiam]

Eh, I guess. That's better than nothing, it's just that...I mean, if she's that important to me over there, am I not going to end up just missing her for the rest of my life?

[ashenscipher]

I suppose it would be like breaking up with someone. Even though you only have memories of them.

I am sorry you have to go through that.

[howkickassiam]

Thanks. It sucks.