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[Currently sitting in a tiny room with lots of posters of famous performing groups along the wall. There is an obvious loud bass sound that is making the walls practically shake but not loud enough that he can’t talk. Wei Wuxian turns on the video looking a little less then his normal smiling self. He is clearly wearing makeup and glitter is along his cheeks. Dressed perhaps a bit more sparkly then the last time he met most of the people he is talking to.]

I think I've come off a little strong to some people lately..so I wanted to apologize. I've only had one memory so far so I can't really begin to understand a lot. I didn't realize how much of a stress it was or that you could get powers so..

[A knock comes at the door and a voice can be heard, "Xian, you're on in ten!"]

Got it!

[He turns back to the screen with a sheepish look on his face.]

Anyway..if I ever seem too pushy..I guess I just get a little excited sometimes. I've never had a family so to have this group that shares something with me..it kind of felt like I did for the first time. And so I really want to look out for everyone. Even if I haven't really accepted this 'gift' or whatever it is that has been given...if anyone ever needs to talk or just wants a distraction from their memories, you can totally give me a ring.

[He reaches up and rubs the side of his nose with a finger, unsure if he should even really be on the network.]

I guess that's all I want to say..It really is nice to meet all of you on here.

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Yes, let's hope.

That is a theory. I don't know about all that, but I will say that they provided the network on which you're speaking. [A pointed raising of his brows.]

It can... really be a lot sometimes. But it's not as bad as all that, really. And if you mean who I think you mean, I think he might need pushy, between you and me. Whether he wants it or not.

Mostly, I think it just depends on what kind of stuff you're seeing. I generally like my memories, but then I'm an outlier because I'm getting memories of being in a rock band.

You don't have to be sorry. I've long since stopped letting it bother me.

[Or at least he tells himself he isn't bothered by it. He's gotten used to holidays alone.]

I think I still turned out okay even with out a family. And I have plenty of friends to keep me company.

[Right right..no conspiracy theory talk on the network.]

I do kind of like the network.

Well, either way..I guess I won't know too much until I have another one of those visions and see if there are any other similarities.

I still shouldn't have pushed so hard..there is a limit and I went past it I think.

My memory was pretty bad but it's good that it seems not everyone has to endure that kind of thing. A rock band sounds like a pretty good memory.

You do seem to be doing well for yourself.

[ If the club experience was anything to go by. ]

Any tips on how not to screw your life over in one weekend?

Shouldn't you have asked for those before the weekend started?

[Wei Wuxian is smiling softly though and it's obvious he's teasing and trying to make the other lighten up slightly.]

Honestly I think at this point all you can do is damage control. Families and ex-Fiance's can only stay mad for so long. If they love you then they'll understand your choices eventually. Especially if they see the choice you made makes you happy. I feel like that's all people with families want..is to see their members happy.

As for the crazy visions thing...tell them you were drunk when you said it? That's a tough one..

Yeeaaaa, in hindsight that would have been better.

[ His shoulders shrugged but there was a faint smile, as yes... that was quite right. ]

I can't lie, apparently... That was my first thought too. Just make something up to keep them out of it all. But, Alec means to tell them the truth about everything. If he does and I don't its only going to look worse.

Well, the truth is always the best answer even if it's the hardest. If you do it together maybe they won't think it's so crazy. Good luck and if you need a place to hide for a few days just let me know.

[He is smiling but he can't even imagine what that kind of truth is going to do to a family.]

Your cousin actually texted me before my set.

They won't think my 'being a demon' is so crazy??

[ Special emphasis was placed on the words as he didn't entirely believe that and yet it would explain a great deal. Maybe he was crazy. ]

Mum's religious, very religious. She would want the best for me and selling my soul in eternal contract to the Devil definitely wouldn't be it even if she thought I was still sane.

Anyway at least the drinks are good...

[ His words slurred a bit as he allowed that cool alcoholic liquid to slide over his lips, before grimacing as Alec and texting were mentioned in the same sentence. ]

He's not suppose to be. He is banned from using the phone or anything that might excite him too much, doctor's orders.

[ Anthony raised his glass just so he could glower into it. ]

Annoying git, never even tries to take care of himself...

I kind of got the feeling he's not one to necessarily follow doctors orders. [booze and pills was a big tip off.]

As for being religious..that does make getting them to accept your visions a bit harder. [A lot harder..though Anthony's visions seem pretty intense even if he's only been told about the whole snake thing. It seems things are a bit more wild then that.]

What if you get them all drunk before you tell it. Then you don't have to lie but they will think it's all one really crazy trip. Alec..he gets visions too? I take it his aren't as unbelievable?

I don't think I did much better. I didn't go over that limit but he sure didn't talk to me, so I don't think it counts.

Yeah, it's pretty good, I'm not complaining. I'm not sure how much help I'd be, but... you okay? With the stuff you saw?

Possible.

But I have ADHD so it would be impossible for me to work in that environment.

Is it like external voices or are they are in your head? Just wondering if noise canceling headphones would be useful.

Heh..mine was rough. If I was squeamish at all then it would have sent me running.

That is an idea, but... ehh, doubt mum would go for it. She is more of a teetotaler.

[ Anthony was drunk but he knew there would be Hell to pay if too much of Alec's secret and personal information got out. ]

I'm not drunk enough to answer that. You will have to ask him, once he has recovered and been cleared to yell at people again.

[He laughs a little and shakes his head.]

Pretty sure if he sees me he will definitely do some shouting and say I am stalking him.

And clearly you need to spike her tea or water or whatever she drinks. Or maybe have her try some 'special' brownies.

[Wei Wuxian has never really been one for drugs but that doesn't mean he hasn't been to some parties were things like that have been around.]

Nice to see you are prepared for that.

[ Cause it was so going to happen. ]

I have enough trouble without drugging mum.

I can handle being yelled at and I am pretty good at avoiding things that might get thrown at my head. [He's dealt with a lot of that in his life.]

Well..then I wish you all the luck in the world with that conversation.

Inside my head. They seem to be getting louder...

My air pods work pretty well for right now.

I'm so sorry to hear that. I would not want to witness that. A lot of us do not like our memories.

My father in my memories - who is not my father now - used his powers to hurt people in gruesome ways. It's hard to process those memories.

It's hard to accept that they are memories at all..but I guess if they are it kind of helps you appreciate the life you have now.

I really hope I don't develop anything like that. Not sure I could handle it. It's hard enough dealing with just my own voice in there.

Alec has never really had a pitching arm, luckily for you.

[ Anthony raised his glass to his lips to drain the last bit of alcohol from it and wave off a refill before it arrived. ]

I'll need a miracle.

Well when it is all over, just come back here and it will be my treat again.

I can't give you a miracle but at least I can help you hide from any immediate backlash.

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