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[bearshermark]

I haven't gotten a new memory in awhile.

It used to be practically every weekend, but it's been over a month, now. I wonder if something's changed.

Guess I shouldn't complain though. It's been easier to focus on school and pretend I'm normal. It almost even feels like it, sometimes. After that whole invasion thing, I'm kinda glad for it. That was insane. Even though I was there the whole time, I still can't believe that happened, sometimes.

This whole summer was like a fever dream. I wish it had been.

All this to say: I hope everyone's doing okay.

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[sublimelymagnificentblitz]

Heh. Haven't remembered a damn thing since the first one. If it really was a memory. Still ain't convinced.

[bearshermark]

I think that's normal. Everyone's memories come at different times, I think. They really can be weird.

[sublimelymagnificentblitz]

Doesn't make any damn sense to me. Especially since I'm getting yanked around because of one damn thing I might have just dreamed, and it's getting me into all this stupid stuff..

[bearshermark]

I wish I could say it gets less weird, but that's not true. If there's anything you think would help though, I'll do my best to.

[sublimelymagnificentblitz]

Got me. Well, maybe. What was getting the memories like? Any warning?

[bearshermark]

Most of them came to me as dreams. There was only one that happened while I was out. There definitely wasn't really a warning. One moment I was snapping my fingers and the next, I watched a memory of someone doing the same thing to conjure a flame.

[sublimelymagnificentblitz]

But no actual flame, right?!

[For all that Jecht's been reassured, the fear of something suddenly happening while he's in public, or worse, in the middle of a game, still clawed at him.]

[bearshermark]

[How to put this]

Not from the memory, no.

[sublimelymagnificentblitz]

Lemme try again here.

You didn't actually set anything on fire, like right in front of a bunch of people, by accident. Right?

[bearshermark]

Nope. No damage, and no one was injured.

But I did find out that I can. Not sure anyone really saw though. It was just a small thing, like a lighter and didn't last long cause I sort of freaked out a little and it disappeared. Could have been a hallucination for anyone that did see. But I waited til I got home to try it again.

[sublimelymagnificentblitz]

Good. Dunno if I'm gonna have any tricks like that show up, but so long as I'm not setting the other team on fire it oughtta be okay.

[bearshermark]

Yeah no, it seems like these sorts of things take a lot of practice and concentration to be effective, so I think you'll probably be good.

[sublimelymagnificentblitz]

That's good to hear! Last thing I need is this screwing up my comeback!

[bearshermark]

Comeback? From what?

oh look, a notif I never got :/

[sublimelymagnificentblitz]

Had a bit of a slump. But now I'm back on the field and I'm gonna show everyone not to count the Great Jecht outta football yet!

[bearshermark]

Oh, well good luck then.