[and it had struck right to the core of him. Jealousy was what it was and he was being a great child about it rather than sucking it up and dealing with it and all the other horse shit piled around him drawing family and flies. There was too much and every day there was more and he felt like he was drowning in it all.
But he would be better tomorrow.
He would have to be.
He wasn't done yet though he would be soon so might as well work up til the end]
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[and it had struck right to the core of him. Jealousy was what it was and he was being a great child about it rather than sucking it up and dealing with it and all the other horse shit piled around him drawing family and flies. There was too much and every day there was more and he felt like he was drowning in it all.
But he would be better tomorrow.
He would have to be.
He wasn't done yet though he would be soon so might as well work up til the end]