If I were that good at being cautious I wouldn't keep getting blindsided every two weeks. But that's not the only reason, now that I think of it. I know what Roselia's music sounds like live, from the center of it - or, well, a little to stage right. It's really exhilarating, and my bandmates commanded a lot of attention. But I really am interested, too. I don't know what a studio cut of LOUDER sounds like.

Don't sell yourself short, though. You're sure coping a lot better than I was, which is definitely worth something. I'm only cautious because I keep falling apart when I let my guard down.